Щом с факела на знанието,
ти проговориш,
започвам да мълча
и просто слушам...
... с часове.
Рядко ми се случва,
ала в твоя дом
човек чувства се в храм
и забравя, че е материално обусловен.
И слуша,
даже забравя и да пита.
събота, 5 ноември 2016 г.
Кухнята на Чистата Любов
Години чаках,
да си спомня вкус,
вкус, който търсех,
и жаждата погрешно утолявах
ала все жаден оставах.
И както единствено чистата вода
жаждата на тялото може да утоли,
вкусът, който винаги съм търсил,
при теб отново намерих.
Смирено очаквах,
някой да ме научи исках,
ала писано било е
кухнята на Чистата Любов
от теб да се разкрие.
да си спомня вкус,
вкус, който търсех,
и жаждата погрешно утолявах
ала все жаден оставах.
И както единствено чистата вода
жаждата на тялото може да утоли,
вкусът, който винаги съм търсил,
при теб отново намерих.
Смирено очаквах,
някой да ме научи исках,
ала писано било е
кухнята на Чистата Любов
от теб да се разкрие.
А теб знаех, че ще срещна
Знаех, че ще срещна теб
така бе писано,
макар всички обстоятелства
да се бяха издигнали срещу мен
имах нужда сладки думи да чуя
и с някого да повървя ръка за ръка,
макар за кратък миг,
макар да съм войник.
Дълги години срещата ни чаках,
тя се бавеше ли, бавеше,
но знаех, че точно там,
точно в храма природен,
някога ще срещна някого,
който очите ми ще отвори.
Как може да те срещне непознат,
и за първи думи за храмове да ти продума,
и със слова меки по цели дни да ти разказва
и да слушаш, и да слушаш и да казваш:
"как до днес дълбоко съм спал,
как никога не съм живял".
Грижа, мекота, любов и приемане
част са от сърцето на чистите души.
така бе писано,
макар всички обстоятелства
да се бяха издигнали срещу мен
имах нужда сладки думи да чуя
и с някого да повървя ръка за ръка,
макар за кратък миг,
макар да съм войник.
Дълги години срещата ни чаках,
тя се бавеше ли, бавеше,
но знаех, че точно там,
точно в храма природен,
някога ще срещна някого,
който очите ми ще отвори.
Как може да те срещне непознат,
и за първи думи за храмове да ти продума,
и със слова меки по цели дни да ти разказва
и да слушаш, и да слушаш и да казваш:
"как до днес дълбоко съм спал,
как никога не съм живял".
Грижа, мекота, любов и приемане
част са от сърцето на чистите души.
Молих се да срещна теб
Молих се да срещна теб,
или поне някой като теб...
...който далеч да отпрати
всички главоблъсканици на ума.
Когато зърнах те за първи път,
там някога в парка,
от вътрешна светлина
всеки дълбок мрак в сърцето
в миг бе осветен,
макар да бе ясен ден.
Най-чистите са тези,
щом зърнеш ги дори за миг,
ти забравяш, че тук си войник
и единствено спомняш си за Бога,
който всичките сърца привлича и всепритежава.
или поне някой като теб...
...който далеч да отпрати
всички главоблъсканици на ума.
Когато зърнах те за първи път,
там някога в парка,
от вътрешна светлина
всеки дълбок мрак в сърцето
в миг бе осветен,
макар да бе ясен ден.
Най-чистите са тези,
щом зърнеш ги дори за миг,
ти забравяш, че тук си войник
и единствено спомняш си за Бога,
който всичките сърца привлича и всепритежава.
Пръв учител
Теб смирено пръв съм питал,
а ти смирено отговор си давал.
"Защо в този свят прах има,
защо всичко тленно е,
защо всичко се разпада,
това ти, моля те ми обясни
това ли е светът, в който ний живеем
или това е илюзия за реалността?"
Ти пръв смирено си прошепнал
Светите Имена
ти пръв за мен си бил учител,
оттук - към вечни времена.
И ролите в живота понякога се сменят,
ала щом чисто е сърцето,
животът ни с всяко дело и дума
по прав път ще продължи.
а ти смирено отговор си давал.
"Защо в този свят прах има,
защо всичко тленно е,
защо всичко се разпада,
това ти, моля те ми обясни
това ли е светът, в който ний живеем
или това е илюзия за реалността?"
Ти пръв смирено си прошепнал
Светите Имена
ти пръв за мен си бил учител,
оттук - към вечни времена.
И ролите в живота понякога се сменят,
ала щом чисто е сърцето,
животът ни с всяко дело и дума
по прав път ще продължи.
Първа грижа
Грижа и вдъхновение,
не всеки може у един да вдъхне,
ала щом ги вдъхне,
той с тях вечно ще живее.
И животът става по-красив от песен,
щом словата на поета са в неговата уста,
и щом загрижен е той за чуждите дела.
И все що добро е у дома,
и не винаги човек да го намира,
той покой ще открие в своето сърце,
щом баланса той намери
по тънката линия да се движи
на острото битие.
И щом жертвоготовна
и в дълга си тя остава,
за най-обичана
завинаги в сърцето си остава.
не всеки може у един да вдъхне,
ала щом ги вдъхне,
той с тях вечно ще живее.
И животът става по-красив от песен,
щом словата на поета са в неговата уста,
и щом загрижен е той за чуждите дела.
И все що добро е у дома,
и не винаги човек да го намира,
той покой ще открие в своето сърце,
щом баланса той намери
по тънката линия да се движи
на острото битие.
И щом жертвоготовна
и в дълга си тя остава,
за най-обичана
завинаги в сърцето си остава.
четвъртък, 3 ноември 2016 г.
Morning Gold
You are the Gold in the morning,
You are the rose dust coloring the sunrise sky,
You are joy in the corner of every smile,
You are in the eyes looking deep in a heart,
You are the Love in a melting heart,
yet You are beyond all spoken in silence, so far and so close...
Morgen Stund hat Gauranga im Mund!
You are the rose dust coloring the sunrise sky,
You are joy in the corner of every smile,
You are in the eyes looking deep in a heart,
You are the Love in a melting heart,
yet You are beyond all spoken in silence, so far and so close...
Morgen Stund hat Gauranga im Mund!
сряда, 2 ноември 2016 г.
Midnight ecstasy
O, restless heart
to wake up in the dark
and hear your endless dance...
Soul's nature is to be attracted by eternity
to wake up in the dark
and hear your endless dance...
Soul's nature is to be attracted by eternity
вторник, 1 ноември 2016 г.
Impersonalism
We drink poison, yet we believe blindy it is a sweet nectar. Welcome to the age of impersonalism.
We all seek care, love and happiness at the end. Then why are we more or less under the global influence of impersonalism and suffer, although we are personalities, who are only happy, engaged in personal relations and association?
Love means giving and receiving, when given. Yet we thread ourselves like robots, programmed with a software to seek happiness. To take the love from others for ourselves.
Pain. Fear. We are afraid of the pain. Expectations. We are afraid of being used. Since the world is full of pain, most of the people have suffered more or less under personal relations with other personalities, no matter if being hurt or hurting the other side - these are the two sides of the same knife. The mentality "i was hurt or used, now i have to use and hurt" is leading to an emptiness - a black hole of complete loss of identity, with a gravity more powerful that the Earth's, where eye for eye will make the whole world blind. Everyone was hurt. Everyone was hurting other so many times. And we have to forgive and forget.
We are like a garden. A garden of Pure Love. Amongst the flower of Love, there are many weeds. A gardener should keep his garden clean and remove all weeds, who can cover the flower of Love and put a shadow over it.
Somehow we have come in a situation, where in our garden many weeds have grown strong and high: anger, fear, lust, hate, laziness, ignorance, selfishness, desire to enjoy and control. You reap, what you've sown. Somewhere, somehow, sometime ago... And the result comes for us in the early ages, because have to pay the price for our desires. Bad results (actually good as well) are like weed, which are very deep sown in the garden. We are born and since the seeds are already sown - soon the results come above the surface. Then archetype relations start to multiply and the same mistakes are being repeated again and again in our personal relations: through parents, throught friends, throught colleagues, through family, through children, etc. If only we stop pouring the bad seeds and pour our flower of Love - then automatically we will stop the growth of this chain.
Otherwise we remain on the impersonal platform and all our efforts to have personal relations face a dead end street, although we may develop personal relations, but always with the goal to lord over others and to keep our position of enjoyer and controller. An impersonalist claims that he himself rules over himself and he will serve only his higher goals. He will accept no guidance and not someone above him. We are all god and god is me. I am god and i am here to understand myself. God is a function of me, who will become an enlightened and perfect one. Sounds familiar? Yes, an impersonalists serves his own mind speculations and false ego, as well of course his body, family, society, planet, etc., although claims a state of complete independancy. Yet an impersonalist study all possible false teachers, spiritual practices, mystical activities and is attached to lord over others, although the impersonal point of view states that no one is lording over nobody and there are no higher authorities. Spiritual impersonalism seeks liberation, not exchange of loving relations.
Impersonalists may understand the power and equality of the Supreme Brahman and mostly will strive for spiritual freedom and lack of identity, but their eyes will remain always close for the spiritual diversity and the divinity of the Supreme Lord , even if He comes directly in their homes.
"I am my own Master" - snarled the homeless dog, who was standing in front of a butcher's shop, spinning his tail and waiting for another hard bone. This is the actual condition of all impersonalists, including myself.
And how to pour the flower of Love?
You reap, what you've sown. Unless there is a Higher Mercy. Personality means giving unconditional Love. Love is service, a service to the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
Most Pure is the One, who can open our eys and lead us to salvation from the venomous impersonalism and vast emptiness. Let's pray to such a Pure One!
namaste saraswati deve
gaura-vani-pracharine
nirvishesha-shunyavadi
pashchatya-desha-tarine
We all seek care, love and happiness at the end. Then why are we more or less under the global influence of impersonalism and suffer, although we are personalities, who are only happy, engaged in personal relations and association?
Love means giving and receiving, when given. Yet we thread ourselves like robots, programmed with a software to seek happiness. To take the love from others for ourselves.
Pain. Fear. We are afraid of the pain. Expectations. We are afraid of being used. Since the world is full of pain, most of the people have suffered more or less under personal relations with other personalities, no matter if being hurt or hurting the other side - these are the two sides of the same knife. The mentality "i was hurt or used, now i have to use and hurt" is leading to an emptiness - a black hole of complete loss of identity, with a gravity more powerful that the Earth's, where eye for eye will make the whole world blind. Everyone was hurt. Everyone was hurting other so many times. And we have to forgive and forget.
We are like a garden. A garden of Pure Love. Amongst the flower of Love, there are many weeds. A gardener should keep his garden clean and remove all weeds, who can cover the flower of Love and put a shadow over it.
Somehow we have come in a situation, where in our garden many weeds have grown strong and high: anger, fear, lust, hate, laziness, ignorance, selfishness, desire to enjoy and control. You reap, what you've sown. Somewhere, somehow, sometime ago... And the result comes for us in the early ages, because have to pay the price for our desires. Bad results (actually good as well) are like weed, which are very deep sown in the garden. We are born and since the seeds are already sown - soon the results come above the surface. Then archetype relations start to multiply and the same mistakes are being repeated again and again in our personal relations: through parents, throught friends, throught colleagues, through family, through children, etc. If only we stop pouring the bad seeds and pour our flower of Love - then automatically we will stop the growth of this chain.
Otherwise we remain on the impersonal platform and all our efforts to have personal relations face a dead end street, although we may develop personal relations, but always with the goal to lord over others and to keep our position of enjoyer and controller. An impersonalist claims that he himself rules over himself and he will serve only his higher goals. He will accept no guidance and not someone above him. We are all god and god is me. I am god and i am here to understand myself. God is a function of me, who will become an enlightened and perfect one. Sounds familiar? Yes, an impersonalists serves his own mind speculations and false ego, as well of course his body, family, society, planet, etc., although claims a state of complete independancy. Yet an impersonalist study all possible false teachers, spiritual practices, mystical activities and is attached to lord over others, although the impersonal point of view states that no one is lording over nobody and there are no higher authorities. Spiritual impersonalism seeks liberation, not exchange of loving relations.
Impersonalists may understand the power and equality of the Supreme Brahman and mostly will strive for spiritual freedom and lack of identity, but their eyes will remain always close for the spiritual diversity and the divinity of the Supreme Lord , even if He comes directly in their homes.
"I am my own Master" - snarled the homeless dog, who was standing in front of a butcher's shop, spinning his tail and waiting for another hard bone. This is the actual condition of all impersonalists, including myself.
And how to pour the flower of Love?
You reap, what you've sown. Unless there is a Higher Mercy. Personality means giving unconditional Love. Love is service, a service to the Supreme Personality of Godhead.
Most Pure is the One, who can open our eys and lead us to salvation from the venomous impersonalism and vast emptiness. Let's pray to such a Pure One!
namaste saraswati deve
gaura-vani-pracharine
nirvishesha-shunyavadi
pashchatya-desha-tarine
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